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Sep 12, 2004
Close to you - The Cranberries
I like to think
I'm the best.
I'm the queen.
But then I dont.
I get mad.
I get weak.
Just like you.
Posted at 08:51 pm by luvmecrazy
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Sep 8, 2004
There are a million things
Running,
Through my mind.
There are a million things That I should have
Said,
Through my mouth.
As i sit and watch the clock tick
just past seven,
I know you didnt call.
Like you said you'd do.
There are million things I'm
Feeling,
Through my heart.
There are a million shattered pieces
There.
In my tears.
Million things-Ashlyn
Posted at 10:01 pm by luvmecrazy
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Younger years ago
I always was the
First
To tease you.
I never really liked you.
The way you
Loved all my friends.
The way they fell so hard
The way you watched them fall.
At the time, It was just fun.
I always stayed with you.
Never grading you
By your dreams or realities.
When those tears feel
I was there,
Though you never came to me.
You knew i was always there.
Those couple some years,
Weeks spent
Laughing and loving.
I still remeber
The first days we were
together,
not even friends.
I still waited.
It's been some years to date
covering the years we grew.
Where teasing became friendship
It's hard to say
How easy it is for me to still
Care for you.
As a friend. As my family.
You're a man of many dreams,
A man too afriad to fall in love
But never short of loving.
A man that puts my eyes to
tears
when i have to see..
you,
My friend. My family.
hurt.
I'm walking beside you forever more.
Walk to heaven with me,
My friend. My family.
Posted at 12:46 am by luvmecrazy
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Aug 31, 2004
Reasons why a person can't fall asleep:
* Sickness
* Thoughts
* Noise
* Smell
* Uncomfortable
* Cold
* Hot
* Wet
* Itchy
Now, Right now im sitting here at my computer. I'm cold, and so im wrapped up in a brand new blanket, So new that it still has a box shape to it. Sad, the use of daily house hold objects. Either purchased and used till they dissapear or left to gather dust under a rickety old staircase. As im sitting here I'm watching the clock change.. starting at 12:45am. By now, I should be sound asleep, preparing for the adventures tomorrow holds, But I'm not.
Things that normally help people fall back asleep:
* Warm milk
* Hot water bottle
* Taking off a layer of clothing, or putting a layer of clothing on
* Opening a window
* Throwing cold or warm water on your face
* Taking deep breaths
How come these things arent helping me tonight? I'm dying for just one solid hour of pure sleep, But I cant have it. My eyes open, i adjust my body, Close my eyes, Kick, Get frustrated, turn on the tv, turn away from the tv, turn off the tv, adjust my body, close my eyes, My eyes open. I guess you could say I'm a walking dream and my dream is the pony ride at the carnival, going round and round. I can't get off becasue the ride isnt over yet and I'm too short to reach the ground and jump. Round, round i go, till the ride decides to stop.
Loving Inches,
Ashlyn.
Posted at 02:52 am by luvmecrazy
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Aug 30, 2004
Tegan And Sara - Divided
Go downtown to catch the early movie
The shows are cheaper there and they don't mind if you put your feet up
She's out on the highway
She's got a homemade sign it says
"Go ahead try to figure out what my future looks like"
I don't want to live my life like a story
always Thinkin I could've been something
Don't run along side and control me
Just film away and let me be
At ease, I feel fine
I'll move on, I'll go on
There's something so divided
Don't worry about me I'll be fine
Don't live your life for me or for anyone
Live your life as if you're one
Live your life as if you're one
And find quiet, it's awful quiet
How can you be mad we just got started?
I want to shave my head and lie in bed all day long
How can you be mad we just got started?
Live your life as if you're one
At ease I, I feel fine
I'll go on, I'll move on
Don't to live your life like a movie
Always thinkin you could've been something
Dont live your life for me or for anyone
you live your life as if your one
Find quiet it's awful quiet
Posted at 06:05 pm by luvmecrazy
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